STUPID EXCUSES.

i was just thinking about when i went to the courage center WAY BACK when i lived in burnsville, i remember seeing my friend james there. james got his driver's license from courage kenny. james is a paraplegic.. he was born that way because he's also in a manual wheelchair during the day. they had him doing the arm bike at the courage center. i'm not really sure how the arm bike would assist in driving but i'm sure they had to have a reason to steal money from the insurance company. i have had my damn permit for OVER FOUR YEARS. i just looked at it and the year it was issued. at least four proven years of non-advocation! *claps* HOW MUCH ARE WE SHOOTING FOR AMANDA SINCE PEOPLE WON'T GIVE ME THE OPPORTUNITY TO PROVE TO THEM I CAN DRIVE BECAUSE IT TAKES TOO MUCH OF MY OWN FUCKING MONEY TO BUY MYSELF A VEHICLE TO PRACTICE DRIVING WITH! thanks A LOT, DICKS. that includes amanda, my mom, and trustee who all conveniently come up with excuses for me NOT to drive. HOW THE FUCK WOULD YOU LIKE TO DEPEND ON OTHERS FOR A RIDE WHENEVER AND WHEREEVER YOU NEED TO GO WHEN YOU'VE PASSED THAT FUCKING DRIVER'S PERMIT KNOWLEDGE TEST AT LEAST 4 TIMES IN YOUR LIFE, ALONG WITH BEHIND-THE-WHEEL LESSONS REGARDLESS WHAT THAT LIAR BRIAN SAYS, ALONG WITH FAILED THAT DAMN BEHIND-THE-WHEEL DRIVING TEST AT COURAGE KENNY WITH THE INSTRUCTIONS "NEEDS MORE THERAPY" AT LEAST THREE FUCKING TIMES. I CAN FUCKING WALK. JAMES CAN'T WALK. WHERE'S HIS "NEEDS MORE THERAPY" EXCUSE?! OH! HE HAS SOMETHING THAT I DON'T- ADVOCACY. thanks family. definition of family (i looked it up on google)? "Family is a group of people who you always carry with you, emotionally, and who you'll always remember." well guess that means i DON'T have family! oh well. my family just hates me because the blood-related relatives neglect the shit outta me. except joe because he at least SPOKE WITH ME THE LAST TIME I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL AND HAD SURGERY. thanks to the rest of them who could give a SHIT less about me. i'm forced to remain in a place without any support except joe. i know joe would make an effort to show he cared about me whereever i live UNLIKE the rest of my damn family. those asses at courage kenny told me that i didn't need a driver's license in new york because they said barely anyone there drives. they obviously have never been there, negligent pricks. so those must've been imaginary vehicles i seen in new york all the times i've went there? i'm NEVER going to courage kenny again because they assume i'm a dumbass they can take advantage of, so i'll just stop dealing with those pricks altogether. DO YOU SEE THAT AMANDA?! I'M NEVER GOING BACK THERE AGAIN. i took that behind-the-wheel fucking program FOUR times. GO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF SOMEONE ELSE AND THEIR NEGLECT FROM THEIR FAMILY. I GET THE PICTURE. MY FAMILY HATES ME. DO YOU REALLY NEED TO GO THROUGH THIS SHIT WITH ME TO REVEAL SOMETHING THAT IS SO FUCKING OBVIOUS?! I'M NOT THAT FUCKING STUPID NOT TO SEE IT.